Not much has happened in the last week due to the fact that I've moved and haven't had Internet since, and have been focused more on unpacking than I have on conceiving. I did check my email yesterday at work, though, and noticed I got a message from SD1 to let me know that he got his test results back (excluding HIV) and everything is perfect.
While I was at a party on the weekend, my good friends were talking to me about Boy Toy. Apparently he has been told that I now live on the same street as our mutual friend S, and he is happy about that. I'm not sure why though, seeing as he lives in a different city. S and S are planning on another party this month, however, and I am hoping to see Boy Toy. He is my dream baby daddy.
I unpacked a few boxes yesterday, and came across my keepsake boxes from when Montana was a baby. There were cards congratulating me on my new baby girl, diapers, and booties. I was ready to cry. It is hard to believe that so long ago my daughter was so tiny. I miss it beyond belief.
I'm not sure what to do at this point. I still haven't had my period, so I won't be ovulating yet anyway, so I may wait to see Boy Toy and see how that goes, and then decide what to do about SD1 & 2. Will update when I know more!
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