I called Dr. J.'s office this morning, and the receptionist (someone different than the regular bitchy one--dare I get my hopes up that she is gone?) told me Dr. J. was booked up but if there was a cancellation she would call me. She finally called me back at 4:30 and told me I have an appointment tomorrow morning at 9:15. I'm so nervous!
I have discovered a new symptom, which could indicate an upcoming period, but is also a hint of pregnancy: Chadwick's Sign. It is a personal change, so I won't go into details, but lets just say my color has changed a bit. I assume it is for my period, but nothing else in that region is pointing that way; my discharge has not changed, and my cervix is still high.
I've also noticed veins popping up where I've never seen before, which is a good sign.
Most of that is moot though, because I am certain the doctor will confirm the negative results. This is why I am so nervous. I don't know if I am stable enough for her to make it official, even though I expect it.
Tomorrow is the first day of the rest of my life! I will discuss options with Dr. J., and tell her what I want to happen in the next few months. It's scary and exciting. Wish me luck!
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