Peekaboo!

New symptom. I noticed this last week, but thought my eyes were funny. I have two teensy weensy brown circular spots on my legs, much like birthmarks. I do have one tiny birthmark on my leg, but that's it. Now I have these two spots out of nowhere. So I thought, maybe just scars or my eyes are playing tricks. Today I noticed some discoloration on my arm. It is very strange to suddenly have new "birth" marks. My cheek seemed to darken a couple weeks ago, too, but I blamed the sun, which more than likely is the cause. One spot or patch of dark skin would be explainable, but all over my body, well that just makes me feel crazier.

Also, I've read several times that excess saliva is a symptom, which I don't remember with my pregnancy. Reading this is discouraging because I have been the opposite, but then I read tonight that it can go either way. I feel like I have no spit whatsoever, and need to drink steady to sate it. This can also be a symptom of Diabetes, which I have been tested for in the past, and because I have low blood sugar it may be related, so this is something I want checked out.

I called the doctor's office today, but got a message saying the office is closed until tomorrow. Bummer. I have my doubts I will be able to get in to see Dr. J. tomorrow, but we'll see.

I had a dream this morning that I got my period, and it was so vivid and realistic that it woke me up, so I went to the bathroom, but, it was just a dream. No period yet.

After I put Montana to bed I signed into Facebook, and the first thing I see is my friend's sonogram. I knew she had an ultrasound tonight, but it's like cold water down my shirt. She is ten weeks pregnant, which is just a bit further than I would be, if this were a real (as opposed to in my head) pregnancy. It hurt. What could I do? I commented and congratulated. But inside, I want to die.


****Two hours later: I just noticed two more spots on my other arm. One is in almost the exact same spot as the arm in the picture. Freaky.****