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After going through all my emails the other night, there is only one person I am still talking to, we'll call him SD1. We have been emailing back and forth for three days, and now I am chatting to him online. He is very gung-ho about the whole idea, obviously for his own selfish needs, and went for some blood tests for me.

He sent me some pictures, and I think we could have a cute baby together, so I am getting to know him. I'm not certain I will choose him, though, because he has the potential to get on my nerves. This doesn't matter in the long run, of course, but I worry he may try to contact me afterward. For this reason he does not know any information aside from general facts. He knows my first name, but nothing else about me except I have a daughter, and I think I told him my age. Now we're talking about our dogs. He can email me all he wants, but when I get pregnant (by him or otherwise) I will delete that account.

A couple days ago I received an email from another guy, we'll call him SD2. I had been looking online at donor sites and there was this one man on a few sites who interested me, but couldn't contact him because I needed to pay money first. Apparently he noticed my interest, and sent me a message. Once I responded, he sent me an outline of how the process works, and told me to contact him if I am interested.

So I do have a couple options so far, but I think I need to see the doctor first to make sure I can conceive, and have any necessary tests taken care of.

For now, I am just going to get to know SD1 and see where that goes.