Has it been ten days since my last blog? Wow. I have been dealing with quite a bit lately, between the move, and a death in the family, and work, I haven't put much thought into my hunt.
Last night I went to a friend's house for a few drinks, and we talked about Boy Toy. I tried to convince them to call him, but they didn't want a party, so it was just us. I talked to my friend about the desire to become pregnant, and she was very supportive.
I woke up today feeling sad, and signed in to Facebook to see another baby has been born to a school friend I didn't even know was pregnant. It was like a punch in the gut.
So I took a bold step, chatted with SD1 for a while, and now we have a date. I'm going out for coffee with him tonight, and see how it goes. He is bringing his test results, which shows everything but the HIV results which haven't been processed yet, so I will look those over, and go from there.
I'm very nervous!! I doubt I'm ovulating, but I figure a coffee date won't hurt. I thought I was spotting a bit a week or so ago, so it's possible that I could get pregnant, but I won't get my hopes up. Wish me luck! I'll blog again post-date.
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