CD1?

I don't know what is happening with me at all.. even less than I knew a week ago. Let's see:

• A week ago I started seeing a faint line on OPK tests
• I got the flu
• My temp spiked, due to flu or ovulation, who knows
• Got a positive OPK
• Attempted to conceive
• Temp dropped and OPK went back to negative
• Started spotting
• Spotting turned to bleeding

My one-day fallback rise turned into two days, and the bleeding has ranged from bright red to light red to brown, and has increased. I can't really call it spotting at this point, yet its not heavy like my periods are, but I'm pretty sure the bright red means there is no chance of pregnancy. It is too early for implantation, yet my cervix is high and soft when it should be low and firm if I am menstruating. It is also closed, which is strange. I have no cramps, which is unusual for me, as well is no bloating. Color me confused!

I don't know what to do from here, I am taking it one day at a time, but I think I'll take a break from trying to conceive.

However, someone I met online through my struggle reached out to me, and she suggested a way for me to regulate my cycles. I won't go into it right now, as I haven't decided yet what to do, but this week I will be going on the pill to keep this cycle short. I'm not sure if I will be blogging at all this month, but I will check in for sure when I've made a decision.

CD 1:

BBT: 36.2 C
CP: High, soft, closed, wet.

CD 99:

BBT: 35.95 C
CP: High, soft

3 DPO Symptoms:

• Spotting
• Fatigue
• Headache
• High cervix